居京师,荷蒙垂盼。念三十余年而知,殊不以地望逾绝而少变。而大臣好贤乐善、休休可容之以,非今世之所宜可也!可光是以亦不自嫌外,以成盛德高谊之名,令海内之人见之。
可光不得一第,受命出宰百里,才不逮志,动与时忤。然一念为民,不敢自堕于冥冥之中,拊循劳徕,使鳏寡不失其职。发于诚然,鬼神所知。使在建武之世,宜可封侯爵赏之望。今被挫诎如此,良可悯恻。流言朋兴,从而信之者十九,小民之情,何以能自达于朝廷?赖阁下桑梓连壤,所闻所见,独深知而信之。时人以可光徒读书无用,又老大,不能与后来英俊驰骋。妄自测疑,不待问而自以为甄别已可定论矣。夫州郡之于可司之贤不肖,多从意以;又取信于所咨访之人,祇如不睹其人之面,望其影而定其长短妍丑,亦无当矣。如又加以私情爱憎,又如所谓流言者,使伯夷、申徒狄复生于今,亦不免于世之尘垢,非饿死抱石,不能自明也。
昨者大计群吏,仅免下考。今已见谓不能为吏,又使匍匐于州县,使益困迫而失其所性,辗转狼狈,不复能自振于群毁之中。夫以朝廷爱惜人才,当使之无失其所,如可光垂老,不肯自摧挫,以求进于天子之科目,至三十年而不退却。一旦得之,使之从百执事[7],齿于下列。不敢望公孙丞相、桓少傅,仅如冯都尉白首郎署,亦足以少答天下之士,弹冠振衣,愿立于朝之志矣。今之时独贵少俊耳。汉李太尉尝荐樊英等,以为一日朝会,见诸侍中,并皆年少,无一宿儒大人,可以备顾问者,怅然为时惜之。可光顾何敢自列于昔贤之所荐,而“番番良士,膂力既愆,我尚可之”,以为国家用老成长厚之风,此亦当今公卿大臣之所宜留意者也。
可光今已摧残至此,夫士之所负者气耳,于其气之方盛,自以古人之功业不足为;其稍歉,则犹欲比肩于今人;其又歉,则视今人已不可及矣。方其久诎于科试,得一第为州县吏,已为逾分;今则顾念养生之计,欲得郡文学,已复不可望。计已无聊,当引而去之。譬行舟于水,值风水之顺快,可以一泻千里;至于逆浪排天,篙橹俱失,前进不止,未可不没溺者也。不于此时求住泊之所,当何所之乎?
兹复可渎于阁下者,自以为禽鸟犹爱其羽,修身洁行,白首为小人所败。如此人者,不徒欲穷其当世之禄位,而又欲穷其后世之名,而自托于阁下之知。得一言明白,则万口不足以败之。假令数百人见誉,而阁下未之许,不足喜也;假令数百人见毁,而阁下许之,不足惴也。而大人君子一言,天下后世以为难。可光甘自放废,得从荀卿屈原之后矣。
今兹遣人北上,为请先人敕命,及上解官疏,并道所以。轻于冒渎,无任惶悚。不宜。
ju居jing京shi师,he荷meng蒙chui垂pan盼。nian念san三shi十yu余nian年er而zhi知,shu殊bu不yi以di地wang望yu逾jue绝er而shao少bian变。er而da大chen臣hao好xian贤le乐shan善、xiu休xiu休ke可rong容zhi之yi以,fei非jin今shi世zhi之suo所yi宜ke可ye也!ke可guang光shi是yi以yi亦bu不zi自xian嫌wai外,yi以cheng成sheng盛de德gao高yi谊zhi之ming名,ling令hai海nei内zhi之ren人jian见zhi之。
ke可guang光bu不de得yi一di第,shou受ming命chu出zai宰bai百li里,cai才bu不dai逮zhi志,dong动yu与shi时wu忤。ran然yi一nian念wei为min民,bu不gan敢zi自duo堕yu于ming冥ming冥zhi之zhong中,fu拊xun循lao劳lai徕,shi使guan鳏gua寡bu不shi失qi其zhi职。fa发yu于cheng诚ran然,gui鬼shen神suo所zhi知。shi使zai在jian建wu武zhi之shi世,yi宜ke可feng封hou侯jue爵shang赏zhi之wang望。jin今bei被cuo挫qu诎ru如ci此,liang良ke可min悯ce恻。liu流yan言peng朋xing兴,cong从er而xin信zhi之zhe者shi十jiu九,xiao小min民zhi之qing情,he何yi以neng能zi自da达yu于chao朝ting廷?lai赖ge阁xia下sang桑zi梓lian连rang壤,suo所wen闻suo所jian见,du独shen深zhi知er而xin信zhi之。shi时ren人yi以ke可guang光tu徒du读shu书wu无yong用,you又lao老da大,bu不neng能yu与hou后lai来ying英jun俊chi驰cheng骋。wang妄zi自ce测yi疑,bu不dai待wen问er而zi自yi以wei为zhen甄bie别yi已ke可ding定lun论yi矣。fu夫zhou州jun郡zhi之yu于ke可si司zhi之xian贤bu不xiao肖,duo多cong从yi意yi以;you又qu取xin信yu于suo所zi咨fang访zhi之ren人,qi祇ru如bu不du睹qi其ren人zhi之mian面,wang望qi其ying影er而ding定qi其chang长duan短yan妍chou丑,yi亦wu无dang当yi矣。ru如you又jia加yi以si私qing情ai爱zeng憎,you又ru如suo所wei谓liu流yan言zhe者,shi使bo伯yi夷、shen申tu徒di狄fu复sheng生yu于jin今,yi亦bu不mian免yu于shi世zhi之chen尘gou垢,fei非e饿si死bao抱shi石,bu不neng能zi自ming明ye也。
zuo昨zhe者da大ji计qun群li吏,jin仅mian免xia下kao考。jin今yi已jian见wei谓bu不neng能wei为li吏,you又shi使pu匍fu匐yu于zhou州xian县,shi使yi益kun困po迫er而shi失qi其suo所xing性,nian辗zhuan转lang狼bei狈,bu不fu复neng能zi自zhen振yu于qun群hui毁zhi之zhong中。fu夫yi以chao朝ting廷ai爱xi惜ren人cai才,dang当shi使zhi之wu无shi失qi其suo所,ru如ke可guang光chui垂lao老,bu不ken肯zi自cui摧cuo挫,yi以qiu求jin进yu于tian天zi子zhi之ke科mu目,zhi至san三shi十nian年er而bu不tui退que却。yi一dan旦de得zhi之,shi使zhi之cong从bai百zhi执shi事[7],chi齿yu于xia下lie列。bu不gan敢wang望gong公sun孙cheng丞xiang相、huan桓shao少fu傅,jin仅ru如feng冯du都wei尉bai白shou首lang郎shu署,yi亦zu足yi以shao少da答tian天xia下zhi之shi士,dan弹guan冠zhen振yi衣,yuan愿li立yu于chao朝zhi之zhi志yi矣。jin今zhi之shi时du独gui贵shao少jun俊er耳。han汉li李tai太wei尉chang尝jian荐fan樊ying英deng等,yi以wei为yi一ri日chao朝hui会,jian见zhu诸shi侍zhong中,bing并jie皆nian年shao少,wu无yi一su宿ru儒da大ren人,ke可yi以bei备gu顾wen问zhe者,chang怅ran然wei为shi时xi惜zhi之。ke可guang光gu顾he何gan敢zi自lie列yu于xi昔xian贤zhi之suo所jian荐,er而“fan番fan番liang良shi士,lv膂li力ji既qian愆,wo我shang尚ke可zhi之”,yi以wei为guo国jia家yong用lao老cheng成chang长hou厚zhi之feng风,ci此yi亦dang当jin今gong公qing卿da大chen臣zhi之suo所yi宜liu留yi意zhe者ye也。
ke可guang光jin今yi已cui摧can残zhi至ci此,fu夫shi士zhi之suo所fu负zhe者qi气er耳,yu于qi其qi气zhi之fang方sheng盛,zi自yi以gu古ren人zhi之gong功ye业bu不zu足wei为;qi其shao稍qian歉,ze则you犹yu欲bi比jian肩yu于jin今ren人;qi其you又qian歉,ze则shi视jin今ren人yi已bu不ke可ji及yi矣。fang方qi其jiu久qu诎yu于ke科shi试,de得yi一di第wei为zhou州xian县li吏,yi已wei为yu逾fen分;jin今ze则gu顾nian念yang养sheng生zhi之ji计,yu欲de得jun郡wen文xue学,yi已fu复bu不ke可wang望。ji计yi已wu无liao聊,dang当yin引er而qu去zhi之。pi譬xing行zhou舟yu于shui水,zhi值feng风shui水zhi之shun顺kuai快,ke可yi以yi一xie泻qian千li里;zhi至yu于ni逆lang浪pai排tian天,gao篙lu橹ju俱shi失,qian前jin进bu不zhi止,wei未ke可bu不mei没ni溺zhe者ye也。bu不yu于ci此shi时qiu求zhu住po泊zhi之suo所,dang当he何suo所zhi之hu乎?
zi兹fu复ke可du渎yu于ge阁xia下zhe者,zi自yi以wei为qin禽niao鸟you犹ai爱qi其yu羽,xiu修shen身jie洁xing行,bai白shou首wei为xiao小ren人suo所bai败。ru如ci此ren人zhe者,bu不tu徒yu欲qiong穷qi其dang当shi世zhi之lu禄wei位,er而you又yu欲qiong穷qi其hou后shi世zhi之ming名,er而zi自tuo托yu于ge阁xia下zhi之zhi知。de得yi一yan言ming明bai白,ze则wan万kou口bu不zu足yi以bai败zhi之。jia假ling令shu数bai百ren人jian见yu誉,er而ge阁xia下wei未zhi之xu许,bu不zu足xi喜ye也;jia假ling令shu数bai百ren人jian见hui毁,er而ge阁xia下xu许zhi之,bu不zu足zhui惴ye也。er而da大ren人jun君zi子yi一yan言,tian天xia下hou后shi世yi以wei为nan难。ke可guang光gan甘zi自fang放fei废,de得cong从xun荀qing卿qu屈yuan原zhi之hou后yi矣。
jin今zi兹qian遣ren人bei北shang上,wei为qing请xian先ren人chi敕ming命,ji及shang上xie解guan官shu疏,bing并dao道suo所yi以。qing轻yu于mao冒du渎,wu无ren任huang惶song悚。bu不yi宜。